I’ve been drafting a blog post over the last couple of days – and deleted ALL. OF. THEM.
My brain has felt like a bad Match 3 game. I can clear some pieces, but they keep filling back up until there’s either no more moves or the board fills up.
Yes, I’m working with professionals to figure out the best way to deal with it. And no, it’s no a quick or easy process – as many of you already understand.
There’s a lot of emotions around working through a lot of things, which seems to feel like I’m doing all the Stages of Grieving ALL AT ONCE. OR maybe it’s menopause. If I had an actual Mood Ring, it would probably explode.
I’m slowly writing – but I’m often distracted by also being in NAG MODE.
Nag mode is not my favorite. I’ve been spending quite a bit of time and energy trying to run down people who have the thing or information I need so I can accomplish the things those people need me to do, or gets us to the next step. And then…and then my therapist gets a mighty earful.
So, here I am not telling anyone anything new because I’m still trying to process what you might want to know or what this next chapter in my life is going to look like. Because whatever it is? It’s not obvious. I’m open to suggestions.
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